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"I screwed up 81% of my teenage life" [From Facebook]

[x] Gotten detention.
[x] Gotten your phone taken away in class.....
[] Gotten suspended.
[x]Gotten caught chewing gum.
[] Gotten caught cheating on a test.

Total: 2

[x] Arrived late to class more than 5 times.
[x] Didn’t do homework over 5 times.
[x] Turned at least 3 projects in late (procrastination)
[x] Missed school cause you felt like it.
[x] Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class.

Total : 7

[x] Got your mom / dad etc. to get you out of school.
[x] Texted people during class
[x] Passed notes.
[x] Threw stuff across the room.
[x] Laughed at the teacher.

Total : 12

[] Pulled down the fire alarm.
[x] Went on myspace , facebook , xanga , etc. on the computer at school.
[x] Took pictures during school hours.
[x] Called someone during school hours.
[x] Listened to an iPod , CD , etc. during class.

Total : 16

[x] Threw something at the teacher.
[x] Went outside the classroom without permission.
[x] Broke the dress code.
[x] Failed a class.
[x] Ate food during class.

Total : 21

[x] Gotten a call from school.
[] Couldn’t go on a field trip cause you behaved badly.
[x] Didn’t take your stuff to school.
[x] Gotten a detention and didn't go.
[x] Stuck up your middle finger at a teacher when they were not looking.
[] Cursed during class loud enough so the teacher could hear

Total : 24

[x] Faked your parents signature
[x] Slept in class.
[] Cursed at a teacher to their face.
[x] Copied homework

Total: 27

All total: 27

Multiply by 3 = 81
Then repost this as "I screwed up __% of my teenage life"

4:00 June 22, 2009 [From Facebook]

I took the 12:01am greyhound to Ottawa. It was freezing on the bus, I was so cold at one point I even cried. Never wear flipflops on long ass greyhound trips again.



When you see something terrible happen to a stranger, have you ever reassured yourself by saying that it will never happen to you? I think most people have done that, and of course, I do it all the time. It's like telling myself, I will never have breast cancer, even though knowing that one in four women will have it in their lifetime, and I could very well be that unlucky one of the four.

Sometimes, I do it not out of fear, but simply because I believe I'm not 'special' enough. It's like, I had always thought I will have a simple relationship, but somehow they are always filled with drama from the beginning to the end. I'm not pretty, not rich or poor, not extremely emotional and do not have any incurable diseases, I'm just your average university student. and I don't even dream of living the life of a drama.

But when I think about it, my relationships were all full out dramas, there've been too much unnecessary twists and too much heart breaking. So much, that I started wondering, is everyone in love in this same situation, or am I really just being put through these experiences by god so that I could grow up to be a successful writer?

Or maybe I am just too dramatic. Like all libra's, unconsiously devoting their life to a piece of art...




Over the past few years, I have started to treat reality more seriously.

Now I refrained from running across the road to catch a bus,
stopped thinking I won't be the unlucky one to get hit,
and that the photo of my face obviously should never appear on the front page of tomorrow's newspaper.







For some reason, I really like writing things down these days. In words, in details. I was looking through that dairy with the dates, and with shock I realized I no longer remember their significance any more. They used to be so obvious. So now I keep a dairy on FB, it's a bad place to do so I know, people could be reading it even though it was not meant for them.
Maybe one day I will regret it, but right now, these are MY thoughts, and I don't give a damn about what YOU think.

Just Being Nice [From Facebook]

I really wanted to put her picture here and say Match the face with a name, and I will give you a dollar! But I won't, because like the title says, I'm being nice. Also becuz I will not tolerate a disturbing image like that anywhere on my fb.

Almost sent it out. But I'll surely get a reply within 10 minutes, regardless of how much I emphasized on the fact that I hold no interest in talking with her. But I needed to write it. After all that shit she has said to me, all that pain she has caused me. I know now that no one is going to defend me, not my bf, and she will never ever feel sorry regardless of what I say, but I need to let it out. Maybe I'm not enough of an ass hole to spit in your face, but doesn't mean I don't think about doing it.

I realized I trust people too easily, my mom kept telling me that. But why is it so wrong to have faith in people? That's what I always thought, now I know why, because you end up hurting yourself the most.

I believed her email, thinking she was being nice to a fellow female, only to realize later it was simply an attempt to put tension between my relationship, I don't know what good that will do for her, I'm not the only female in this world that is going to date this guy, why can't you skip me and move on to the next one already, haven't you done enough damage to me?

But even now, there's a little part of me that still believes in what she said. Though I have tried to ignore it, but it's true, I don't think I trust either of them completely any more. Sure, I trust people easily, but once you lose it, I can't gurantee that you will ever get it back. I blame myself the most, should've learned my lesson in gr.12, guess I'm not so bright in the mind after all. And Loo has done nothing to help, apparently.

Sometimes, I Really just want people to leave me alone. This is the first time I disliked internet, disliked the loose ends I left unattended. Maybe now is a good time to deactivate facebook. What will she try next? MSN? Call? Mail? Knock on my door? Seriously, if she does, I WILL stick a knife in her chest just to get her ugly face out of my sight,

I swear I will.

Then again, I won't be really surprised if what she said was true. But still, it'll just be one more person that I hate, not less.


Anyhow, here's the msg I would have liked her to read. Though it wont happen, unless one of you bitching assholes forward it to her of course, but again, that's none of my concern because I will tell her to talk to whoever forwarded it. I have not bothered her after everything she did to me, and I will only expect the same from her. And I will not tolerate it if she ever tries to stick her fat ass in my life again.


This is to you, my one bitch-ass of a friend,




I really want to be nice and thank you for the effort, but I can't, now that I know the true intention of this message, and remembering all that shit you said to and about me before. I don't think I want to even try to be polite.

All in all, I know you still like him, and I know it was HIM who cut YOU off, AGAIN. But this time I'm not involved in this shit, it is not me who told him to kiss you then ditch you. So w/e your problem with him is, go talk to him and leave me out of this shit, ok? Just, stop bothering me and get out of my life completely.

Your ex has moved on, why can't you. Or maybe you'd say you did, or he didn't, but honestly w/e. I don't care. Believe what you want, it's ur business not mine and I don't give a damn about u, ur life, or ur problems alright? Just because it's bothering you doesn't give u the right to bother me.

If you feel anything in my message is wrong about you or you and ur ex' relationship, then go talk to ur ex about it. Do me a favor hun, please, don't message me again, thanks.

Angel.



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I will never forget this, never.

Joomin sent you a message.
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Subject: Hi..

Hi Angel,

This is Joomin, you probably know me as Jeffrey's ex- girlfriend. I'm messaging you because I think you should really sit down and talk to your boyfriend. I know this is the last thing you want to hear from your boyfriend's ex, and I know that it should be none of my business.
But when he kissed me, it became my business. I'm sorry.

I don't know if he told you yet, but we've had coffee this term and we've been in (limited) contact. He kissed me and told me he missed me, albeit, he was drunk and he later apologized, I still don't think that's an excuse to be unfaithful. He wanted to have dinner for my birthday, but that hasn't happened yet, and won't happen because I decided to cut all contacts with him. Again, I'm sorry this happened, and I'm sorry to get involved and be a tattle-tale, but it has been really bothering me.

Hope you guys work things out,

Joomin
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The AYCE Sushi Waitress' FML [From Facebook]

Sunday, June 7th, 2009.
North Kanata, Hockey Sushi.

Today I tried to charge an Asian couple for their left overs. There wasn't alot left overs as you can see, but they ate like BEASTS, so I decided to charge them just for the heck of it...
So after they heard of the charge, they decided to eat the food on the table. And...

On top of that, they order another spicy beef soba!! WTH?

Then10 minutes later, they finished everything, including the soba, and paid the regular price. FML

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